hari ini..

husna kena kuat tau
husna kena kuatkan hati
jgn fikirkan sgt benda tu
ok, husna?
husna kena ok. kalau tak, mcm mana husna nak kerja. mcm mana husna nak hidup.

husna ok, insyaallah. I will be OK. =)

another wednesday

sometimes it lasts in love
but sometimes it hurts instead...

war of emotion

no, no
it's not about relationship
it's about ME!
hmmm,.. it's me. the feelings I had inside. annoyed.with.someone.
WHY? yes, why husna?
oh pls, I just want to live happily without any hard feelings on anybody.
pls..pls..pls.. how to throw away this feelings, huuh?
yes, I am the friend who isn't really a friend. Haha.. I don't hate her. She's my friend, btw for so many years. BUT, I just don't like her. WHY eh? Just being nice to her, right husna? I am mature enough to tolerate my dislike towards her! Smile, darl!

ehem(i)

Jika denganmu salah
Ku tak mahu yang benar
Jika denganmu rebah biarlah ku tercalar

Jika denganmu kabur
Ku tak mahu yang jelas
Jika dengamu hanyut
Biarlah aku lemas

happy a bit

it feels OK when I'm choosing to be OK and happy. there's something inside me turned me into monster sometimes. I've been working for 4 months already. yep, as usual, so tiring, so stress.
happy a bit, cause i gonna be confirm soon as permanent staff. being recommended by boss. salary increment plus allowance. alhamdulillah. =)

kau tak mampu, sayang.

anda mmg tak mampu. kenapa nak jugak buat? terlepas cakap pada pihak sebelah, dah beri persetujuan. kemudian dtg pada kami, dan minta bantuan? anda mmg tak mampu! kenapa buat, kalau tak mampu? kenapa? minta pada kami sampai menangis. kami da mmg byk bantu anda. terlalu byk. anda mampu sebenarnya, kalau anda ingat pada kami. kalau lah...

OK

it's all about life. working life & living in rented house/apartment together. working as stress as anybody else.~.~ plus, with all the problems with other rentals.

er..yes. I'm moving out already. unofficial. ha-ha.. i not yet tell the chief rental. she must be mad at me.huh.. so many things happened & it was difficult to make decision at a time like this.. pray that she understands. *.*

well, so far, I'm at new rental house. comfortable of course! the other rental nice too! i like it here! hopefully condition like this will be OK for longer time.

~.~

marah aku tak lama
apa yg aku tak suka pun tak lama
dendam aku.... mkn dlm hati ni, payah nak lupa, payah nak maafkan, dan aku tak dpt nak berpura2 baik. lebih baik aku tak tgk muka kau. penyakit tu hanya ada bila ada kau. jadi lebih baik aku pergi dari penyakit. clear. hati tak sakit. dan aku bahagia disini.
kdg2 aku terpikir, terbuktilah taraf pendidikan menentukan tahap mentaliti seseorang itu. adakah mencuri itu kerja2 orang low educated and low income?

oh!

today is 14 february. well, almost 3 months working in JB.

I really have lots of work. I am on my own! My design manager resigned last week. Ya.. Design Manager!
SO, who am I to handle all the design manager's task?

No choices, tho. Well, I am the junior trying to complete the task. Mr Boss, you have to wait la. I lambat buat keje!!

Ya Allah! Aku stress betul ni.

lamanya tak update

erm... gila lama tak jenguk sini. lama amat.. so many things happened. so, lepas ni mungkin aka ada update. well, kalo rajin la. ;)